I know how you feel, and it's a terrible decision to have to make. I had to do it for my beautiful boxer Holly Boo Boos, but it's because we love then so much that we let them go.
I also know the pain and sorrow they leave behind, but it does get a little better. I have managed to go two days wiithout shedding tears but I think of her every day.
Try to be strong your Bandit will live in your heart for ever, I'm sure all the pets who live in Rainbow Bridge look down on us and they know we love them.
