Grieving For my Snoopy Cat

I Had Snoopy for 21 years. She was my pride and joy. She meant the world to me. About 6 months ago she was diagnosed with Feline Leukemia. The vet said she had a couple of months to live. She had an extra 3 months. She was getting so weak, falling down. Crying out loud.

I couldn't stand to see her suffer any more. I had her put to sleep. She kept patting my face, looking at me with tears in her eyes. She didn't want to leave me! I know she loved me so so very much.

I had her cremated. She is in a beautiful wooden box, with lovely flowers engraved on the box, which sits on my dresser by my bedside. I talk to her, kiss her goodnight every night.

Every now and then she sends me her spirit. I know she is in pet Heaven. I truly cry every day. A loss of a pet, that I have had for so long, is so heart breaking. I keep her bowl on the floor where she ate! I'm really hurting so bad, seems like I can't let go.

I treasure all my precious memories of her. The joy, she was funny. Even in her last days of life she was by my side. Sat by the bathtub when I took a bath. I knew she didn't want to die alone. I held her in my arms in the vet's office, till she passed. I was somewhat relieved to know her pain had ended. And she went to Heaven.

My tears are flowing as I type this. Some days are just so difficult. God bless you My Darling Snoopy. Mommy Loves and Misses you. Please pray for me.

Thank You, Brenda Randolph