I Lost My Heart Yesterday

by Kim
(NC)

I put my dog to sleep yesterday, which was the hardest thing I ever had to do. He was 14 years old and so sick, that I had to let him go. My heart is broken and I don't know how I will make it through. I cry and I cry and I don't know what to do... I'm so sad and I don't believe that I will ever get over this.

No one in my family has taken it this hard but this was my baby, my child and I miss him so much. I feel like he is out there alone and missing me and I can't comfort him. I want him to know that I am with him always and not to be afraid because I will always be there. I was given unconditional love by him. He was always happy to see me and only he and I shared this special bond.

He was my protector, my heart, my child and I hurt so bad...I am crying myself to sleep tonight also.. Please know how much I love you.. I will never be the same.