Your Pet Loss Diaries
'Billie & Be' Be'
Still Sad And Angry.... Blaming Myself TooMarch 16, 2012
by Billie - Be' Be's Mom
(Falls Church Virginia)
Very sad today - I can't stop playing her euthanasia over and over in my head! I am miserable. I am angry because she did not deserve this cancer that she got in her ear... and all over her head, throat and chest!!!
Sometimes I feel like I could have done more for her... like cleaned her ears more so she would not get ear infections and scratch like crazy! She absolutely hated me touching her ears though :(
I seem to be angry and fed up with just about everything. Frustrated!
Waves of sadness come over and over again.
Why can I not be happy that she is not in pain anymore and she is in a better place?
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