Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Dea & Samantha'

April 1, 2013

To my sweet Samantha ~

Day 185...

I just want my kitten back! I just want my kitten back! I just want my Sammy back!

Here are a couple of pictures of my baby girls final resting place. A place I spend more and more time just sitting, crying and staring at
a mound of dirt.

I’m not sure how much longer I can go on without her. if she can’t be where I am, maybe I need to be where she is...

I thank God every day that I wasn’t the one that found her dead and I never saw her dead. Thank God she wasn’t hit by a car or killed by a dog. She wasn’t sick and suffering and I didn’t have to make the decision to put her to sleep.

I just want my kitten back! I just want my kitten back! I just want my Sammy back!

Thank you Tammy Wammy for every smile you put on my face, for every morning I got to wake up and see your sweet face first thing.

Thank you for this special bond we have ~ remember: who loves you more than me? NOBODY! But most of all, thank you for loving me...

I just want my kitten back - I just want my kitten back - I just want my Sammy back!


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