Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Hilary & Suzy'

I Hate This

July 29, 2009

by Hilary

I hate this....

I absolutely hate this new reality that I'm living in. I just can't believe she's gone! It's been 26 days. My god, when does it end??

I just feel like I can't move forward, I'm constantly moving back, and I can't keep going on like this... It's killing me.

I miss Suzy so much it's a constant physical ache, and constant physical stabbing pain....

I miss her. Deeply.


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I Hate This

July 29, 2009


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You Are Not Alone
by: hazel

Dear Hilary,

I have been reading your posting regarding Suzy's passing and I just want to tell you that I feel your undescribable grief. I know that whatever words I can say to console Suzy's loss is not going to make you feel any better.

I just want to let you know that I am going through the same agony over my baby Snookie's death. I had to put her to sleep on April 18, 2009. My life is so empty and full of pain without her by my side.

Also, I want to say to you that time will ease the pain.

Take care.

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