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'Lorna & Baxter'
About Baxter
My best friend Baxter Buddy. He was with me for 11 years. Because of behavior problems I was his 4th home and adopted him when he was 2.
Baxter was my baby, I could not leave a room without him going with me.
When did you lose Baxter?
I lost my best friend yesterday 20th March 2011. He started having seizures yesterday and before I could get him to the vet. I have two others at home but I have to say nothing has tore my heart out this badly,
At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?
Denial.
Lorna and Baxter's Story so far
I didn't adopt Baxter he adopted me. He was a very special boy. When I brought him home I taught him how to give hugs. I would say can Mama have hugs and he would lay his little head on my shoulder. Where ever I went in the house he would go. He loved riding in the car, but would sleep till we got where we were going.
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Never Take Your PlaceJan 6, 2012
I guess where your at Baxter you know about Cody. Seems like you sent Cody to me. He has so many of your behaviors. I can hear you say pick my Mom to …
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Still Miss You Little BuddySep 6, 2011
Been several months Baxter. You are still on my mind every day when I wake and when I go to bed. I actually thanked God this morning for the 11 years …
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Baxter When I Think Of YouJul 9, 2011
Baxter when I think of Love I think of you.
Those big brown eyes and that wagging tail that always said I love you.
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Did You Help Baxter?June 12, 2011
Yesterday someone came to me to seek help for two lost Shihtzu. One looked just like you, it broke my heart. I was just notified they have been found …
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The Little BoxApril 10, 2011
It's been almost a month Baxter. Mom still misses you. I keep looking at the Little Box they returned your ashes in. Nothing will ever be the same. …
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'Lorna & Baxter'
For You BaxterApril 5, 2011
I have thought how could I best honor you. It is a tall order. It is hard to give you enough.
After all you loved me so much and I could feel that …
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'Lorna & Baxter'
Still Missing YouMar 28, 2011
I guess I will always talk to you. I had thought the days were getting easier. I went to the doctor office yesterday and picked up your ashes. Before …
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'Lorna & Baxter'
I Still Miss You, BaxMar 27, 2011
Baxter:
It has been a week today. I thought I was getting better. Yet, I can still see you in the bathroom, at my feet in the kitchen. Always Mom's …
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'Lorna & Baxter'
I Still Can't Believe He's GoneMar 23, 2011
It's been 4 days since my Baxter has left. I still feel him with me in spirit. It could be me going crazy. It's as if he is saying 'Don't cry Mom I …
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