About Blue
My dogs name is Blue. He is or was a beautiful 2 year old Maltese.
When did you lose Blue?
Early Oct 2008
At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?
I am so devastated. I can't cope with every day life. I can't stop crying. I just got married in September and I'm driving my husband nuts with grief. I am so sick with heartache.
Dale & Blue's Story so far
My then boyfriend bought Blue for me almost 3 years ago. We have been inseperable since. I never stayed a night without him. He was my love, my life. He filled me with so much life. And I feel so dead now. I don't know how to live without him and I don't want to.
I keep looking for answers and I'm not finding any. I feel broke and there's no way of fixing me. I lost him to a big black lab and he bled to death. I can't believe this happened. I'm still in shock. And every day seems like it just happened yesterday. I think I need help.
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My Baby, BlueTuesday Mar 10, 2009
I don't know what is going on with me but I'm hurting like hell. I can't shake this awful sick feeling. Some days I feel like I'm going to be o.k and …
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Blue and MeSunday Mar 1, 2009
Thinking of my baby Blue, always.
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Day By DayMonday Feb 23, 2009
Right now I'm taking Blue's death day by day. I still have a pretty hard time believing he is gone and I will never see him again. There isn't one day …
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Missing Blue Tuesday Feb 3, 2009
The past couple of days have been tough for me. I'm really missing Blue. I can't stop thinking about him. I am in so much pain. And thinking life sucks …
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Missing BlueTuesday 13 Jan, 2009
I'm really missing Blue right now. I can't stop thinking about him. I keep having reminders about him through the days. I just keep feeling like he …
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Little Maxi Tuesday Dec 30, 2008
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Me and Maxy had a wonderful week together. She is so funny, so cute. She's surprisingly doing very well in the housing area. Well of course …
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Christmas Without BlueThursday Dec 25, 2008
I'm doing very well with our new puppy Maxy. She is so beautiful and also so smart. I am not feeling at all like she is taking Blue's place.
I am …
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'A New Friend'Tuesday Dec 16, 2008
I got a new puppy she's the cutest thing. Me and my Husband had the nerve to walk in a pet store. Well he says I suckered him in to going in lol. I really …
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Home, With BlueSunday Dec 14, 2008
Home for a couple of days feels real good being with my children. I miss them very much. I am still a little shakey about Blue.
I try real hard …
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My Best Friend BlueMonday Dec 8, 2008 (continued)
I said I would write back before I went to bed to tell you how my day went and I have to say it wasn't too bad. Although I did have a couple of breakdowns. …
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My Best Friend BlueMonday Dec 8, 2008
I woke up this morning still a little shakey. Wondering if I'm going to have another day in hell. I can't tell until I start moving around. I spend most …
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My Baby Boo-BooSaturday Dec 6, 2008
It's been about a month and a half since Blue died and I'm still having a real hard time with this. I can't believe he is really gone. This really is not …
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Blue, My Boo-BooFriday Dec 5, 2008
I really don't know where to begin. I have never done any thing like this before. I guess I'll begin with my first dog I had. His name is Jazz. I had …
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