Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Jessica & Meester Pup'

About Meester Pup

Meester Pup. He was half Papillion and half Yorkie Poodle. He weighed about 7 pounds and had red blonde hair. The biggest ears on such a small body and one that flopped over.

When did you lose Meester Pup?

July 26 2012

At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?

Or how are you feeling right now?

I feel empty. The sight of other animals makes me either angry or start crying on the spot.

Jessica and Meester Pup's Story so far

Meester officially came into my life on December 3rd, 2009. He was my best friend, my secret keeper and the one living being I can truly say was my soul-mate.

I don't know how to write this. I'm not deep. I'm not smart. I'm not witty or funny. I wanted to talk about how I'll be okay even though you aren't with me anymore. I wanted to talk about all the fun times we had together. I wanted to talk about a lot of things, but I just don't know where to begin.

The beginning? I could talk about how it all started. How I met Garrett and in turn found you.

The end? I could talk about that fateful day. Was there something I missed? Something I could have changed?

The middle? How our life fell into a chaotic routine?

The good? The bad?

I wanted to start off saying so many things. But I can only think of one thing to really start with: I just don't know what to do without you. You were always there for me. ALWAYS. And now I reach down to scruff your fur and you aren't there. I call out to you when I wake up from yet another nightmare and you don't come.

I don't know who I am with out you.

I just don't know...

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