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'Susie & Mel'
About Mel
Mel Srianant, he is my baby Boy/Pug.
When did you lose Mel?
Sunday, March 6th 2011.
At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?
Anger.
Susie and Mel's Story so far
I lost my baby Mel on Sunday 3/6/11. Mr. Mel is a Pug and I fell in love with him the first time I saw him 10 years ago. He was originally my little sister's boy but she decided to drop him off at my Mother's house when he was 4 months old and she never came back for him. So I adopted him as my own. He was my SON and I was his MOM and we both knew that we couldn't live without each other.
I took him everywhere I went and he loved to go everywhere as well. He loved everyone except for other dogs he didn't know. He was pretty much a little bully. We gave him a nickname (Mr. Hall Monitor) when he was younger because he would check and make sure that all of the family members were home on time and were accounted for.
My baby Mel got sick on Thursday 2/24/11 and my husband and I took him to the Vet, then the Eye Dr. for animals and then to the Neurology animal clinic to finally determine that he got autoimmune meningitis. My baby was in the ICU for 4 days until his body couldn't handle it no more and left me on Sunday 3/6/11. I felt like dying with him. He was my joy in life and I miss him dearly.
I've been crying everyday. It hit me like a brick wall because he was fine and out of nowhere he just got deathly ill. I still can't believe that he is gone. I look at his picture every second of everyday and I still can't accept it. I prayed and prayed for him to get better but the Angels needed a friend in the heavens and they took my boy from me. I believe in Rainbow Bridge and I know that when my time comes my boy will be waiting for me. My heart aches for him everyday.
I feel so heavy with guilt and all the if's I could have done to save my son. Mr. Mel Mommy loves you so much. You’re up in heaven now with both your sisters and great grandparents along with your cousin. Be healthy and happy my son. We will be with each other again. I love you so much, your Mommy Susie.
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Still Missing You Mr. MelMar 7, 2013
Hi Baby
Yesterday would be 2 years since you left to go to Heaven. I'm still missing you like crazy but I know that you are in a better place and …
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I Love You So Much MelMarch 6, 2012
Today is exactly one year since you left me Mel. Mommy knows that you were in pain and now you are free and healthy and happy. I miss you so much baby. …
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It's Almost Been a Year Since You Left Me MelFeb 20, 2012
My life has been so hard without seeing your face and being able to kiss you and hug you. It will be a year on 3/6/12 when your body left this earth to …
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'Susie & Mel'Monday Jan 23, 2012
It's been 10 months since I lost my handsome baby Boy Mel.
I never thought that you would leave me so soon Mel. My heart still hurts from your absence. …
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Sending You Hugs and KissesJan 9, 2012
I haven't written to you in a while but I talk to you and think about you every second of every day. I miss you so much my beautiful baby boy Mel. …
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Missing My Baby Boy ~Mel~Nov 8, 2011
It's been 8 months since my little boy ~Mel~ went to heaven. Time and passing and the Holidays are coming around. This is the 1st Thanksgiving and Christmas …
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It's Been So Hard Without You Mr. MelOct 4, 2011
It's been so hard without you Mel. I think about you all the time. I miss you so so much Honey. You are the best part of my life and I still can't get …
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To My Handsome Boy ''Mel''Sep 6, 2011
Mel,
Today marks 6 months since you left. Mommy misses you and thinks about you every second of every day. I pray for you everyday and pray that we …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday Aug 5, 2011
Mel,
I'm still thinking about you and missing you like crazy. You are always on my mind and in my heart. I will love you forever.
Love Mom …
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'Susie & Mel'Monday July 18, 2011
To my Beautiful Boy Mel,
Mel thank you for coming into Mommy's dream yesterday. I ask you to come into my dreams and let me see you and hug you and …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday July 8, 2011
To my Beautiful Baby Boy Mel.
Hi Mel, Mommy misses you so much my love. I can still sense you around me but not as much now. Your brother Cosmo …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday Jul 1, 2011
To my Baby Boy Mel.
Hi sweetie it's going on 4 months on 7/3/11 since you passed and Mommy misses you like crazy. I wish everyday for your health …
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'Susie & Mel'Thursday June 30, 2011
Hi Mel,
How's is my beautiful baby boy doing? It's going on 4 months since you passed. I miss you everyday and think about you throughout the day. …
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'Susie & Mel'Tuesday June 21, 2011
Dear Lord,
Please take care of my baby Mel. Please keep him healthy, happy and safe up in Heaven with his sisters China and Tiger and all of our loved …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday June 10, 2011
Hi Mel,
Mommy wanted to write and just say Hello to my Baby Boy... I miss you and I love you so much... You are in my thoughts from the time that I …
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'Susie & Mel'June 1, 2011
To my precious Little Baby Boy Mel.
It's going on 3 months since you passed and I'm at a loss. I look at your pictures every day and sometimes can't …
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'Susie & Mel'Tuesday May 17, 2011
To my Handsome Baby Boy Mel,
Hi Honey, it's Mommy how are you? I miss you so much. I miss smelling, hugging and kissing you. I just want you to know …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday May 13, 2011
To My Handsome Boy Mel.
Mel, tommorrow is Mommy's birthday so please come visit and give me hugs and kisses in my dreams. You've been gone now for …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday May 6, 2011
To My Precious Boy Mel.
Today is exactly 2 months since you passed and it feels like yesterday when you were in my arms. I remember our special bonding …
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'Susie & Mel'May 5, 2011
Hi Mel,
I miss you so much it hurts my heart honey. I talk to you every day sweetie. How is it in Heaven honey? How are your sisters and great-grandparents …
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'Susie & Mel'Monday April 25, 2011
Hi honey how are you today Mr. Mel? I know in my heart that you are doing good and at peace my love. I know that you are waiting for me too.
Mommy …
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'Susie & Mel'Thursday April 21, 2011
Hi Mel,
What did you do up in heaven today? How are you honey? I miss you so much... I think about you every second of every day. I've been seeing …
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'Susie & Mel'Tuesday April19, 2011
Hi Honey,
It's coming on 2 months since you passed and I still have a hard time accepting and realizing that you are gone. I've been seeing you around …
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'Susie & Mel'Thursday April 14, 2011
To my dearest Mel my heart aches from your loss. My little boy how I miss everything about you. I just don't know what to do about myself since you left …
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'Susie & Mel'Tuesday April 12, 2011
Good Morning Mel,
It's Tuesday morning and Mommy is at work. I do the same thing everyday since you left me. In the morning I take you pictures out …
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'Susie & Mel'Thursday April 7, 2011
How are you today Sweetie?
The weirdest thing happened to Mommy at work today. I was sitting at my desk, looking at your pictures and tearing up …
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'Susie & Mel'Monday April 4, 2011
To My Sweet (Mel),
It's been a month since yesterday that you've passed. The days are not getting any easier on me. My heart still aches from your …
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'Susie & Mel'Friday April 1, 2011
Hi My Love,
Today is Friday and Mommy feels like I'm on a roller coaster ride with it's highs and lows. Sometimes the pain of losing you is so intolerable …
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'Susie & Mel'Wednesday Mar 30, 2011
Hi My Love, how are you today? Are your sisters being nice to you? Are you following your Great Grandma around? What have you been doing lately? Are …
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'Susie & Mel
Hi BabyMar 2011
Hi Mel,
Mommy is having a hard time today. I wasn't able to sleep yesterday and I feel like my life isn't worth of anything lately. I had a dream that …
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'Susie & Mel'
My Sweet Boy Mr. MelMar 2011
Hi Baby,
It's Mommy again. Yesterday was 3 weeks since you left us. Mommy was thinking of you and my mind went back to when you were just a few weeks …
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'Susie & Mel'
To My Son Mel - The Fastest Pug In The WorldMar 2011
Mel,
Mommy miss you sweetie. It will be 3 weeks this Sunday since you passed. Mom and Dad and your brother Momo still are sleeping in the living room. …
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'Susie & Mel'
Mel - The Sweetest Son/Pug In The WorldMar 2011
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY PRECIOUS BOY
by: Mom
I look at your pictures everyday and I kiss it like I use to kiss you. I miss you so much my darling little …
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