I just cried when I read this. I know Jack knew you loved him, don't think for a minute he didn't know that. I lost my little girl , Gigi - this past December. I felt so sad holding her at the vet... then they took her for x-rays and she had a look of fear on her face. I felt I was doing something so wrong. They brought her back to me and she died in my arms before I had to make that decision. I know you miss Jack - but remember, just over Rainbow Bridge he is waiting for you...patiently, anxiously. Thank you for sharing.