Well just 4 days and you will be gone 11 months, it seems like just yesterday. I miss you so much Rufus I can't believe you are gone still after almost 11 months it still feels like I'm dying inside.
It is so hard to do everyday things I still think you're here sometimes. I wish you would come to me in my dreams. I hear people say all the time how their babies came to them in their dreams and I wish you would for me.
I miss you big guy, I send you all my love always,