Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Connie & Old Man Jack'

My Love, My Life, My Friend

April 26, 2013

by Connie Boling
(Reynolds Station, Kentucky)

It's Friday April 26, 2013. It's been 3 months and 8 days since you left. Nothing has changed. My heart still hurts. I miss you so much still. I thought about riding one of the horses today but I couldn't, it's just not the same going without you. I love you. I don't know if I will ever ride again. I haven't been on a ride in 15 years that you weren't with me.

Bourbon is gonna have her baby in June and this is the first time that one of the horses had a baby and you're not gonna be by my side. I shared my whole life and everything in it with you and now it seems like when I do something it's so different because you're not there to share it with.

I mowed the grass at work today for the first time this Spring and you weren't laying on the hill watching me. I still cry everyday. I miss you so much.

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