Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Diane, Pasha & Odie'

May 5, 2013

by Diane
(Midland, Michigan)

Hi babies,

Today I went out to campground to open my trailer, this is the first time I have been there since you died Pasha. I thought I would be okay, but I'm not. I started to remember how you would stand up on your hind legs and look out the window as we drove to the trailer. Then when I got there, I could still see you sitting there looking out of the trailer screen door. I could see you prancing around and I have not been able to control my tears since.

And I started to think of you Odie, my little man, how you would beg and bark till I gave you part of what I was eating. At times it would drive me crazy now I would give anything to hear you bark.
I know they say in time, this shall pass, and it will get easier. But when?? I miss you so much. I can not heal this empty hole in my heart. It's been 8 months since you crossed the Rainbow Bridge Pasha, and the pain still hurts so much, I pray God to help me. And Odie it's been 2 years ago you left me.

I wish there were some words I could say or read to help me. I don't even feel like I want to go back out to campground.

I feel so depressed. I know Pasha you and Odie are together in heaven, and I do take comfort in that, but I miss you babies more than words can say.

My love always,

Mommy

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