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'Jeri & Popi'

My Sweet Boy - Mommy Misses You So Much

Mar 14, 2013

by Jerilyn
(South Carolina)

Just relaxing beside Mommy on the Couch

Just relaxing beside Mommy on the Couch

Hi Popi,

It's been exactly seven days ago that you crossed the Rainbow Bridge and I miss you so much. I am still worried about how tragically you departed this life. I am worried about you being afraid at the end and how you suffered at the attack of the Pit Bulls. I just want you to know that I am so sorry that you're gone. I am sorry that you got away from the house. You never ran away like that before ... and I really expected you to come back.

Mommy did not sleep and walked the streets looking for you for two days before I found out what happened to you. I have not been the same - nor do I think I will ever be the same. I feel so bad because I could not even say goodbye to you properly - I was not able to give you a proper burial cause I don't have your remains ... I hate that you were just disposed of sweetie ... You deserve so much more than that.

You have been my joy, my happiness, my companion for 7 years and I just don't know how I am going to make it without you. Going home is so hard in the evenings since you're not there to scratch at the back door when my car pulls up. Waking up and not seeing those big beautiful eyes ... I miss my kissing and our cuddle time on the couch watching TV. I miss you throwing your head back singing when you heard high pitched music. I miss you I miss you I miss you ... and I love you....

I can't seem to get it together. I will write to you again soon.

Love,

Mommy XOXOX

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My Sweet Boy - Mommy Misses You So Much

Mar 14, 2013


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starstarstarstarstar 		He's with you :)
by: Anonymous

I am so so sorry that you were not able to have a proper good-bye. It is with much sadness when I write this message because I feel for you from the bottom of my heart. My baby boy died in my arms and I am still devastated. It is only with good memories and knowing that he is now safe and happy on the other side of Rainbow Bridge :)

I believe they are by our side as we continue our journey through life <3
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starstarstarstarstar 		My heart is breaking...
by: Lisa

I am so so SO sorry. I write this with tears streaming down my face. I know how alone you must feel & no matter the words I write you will need the TIME. I lost my Sugar 2 years ago & still cry most every day... I lost her in a very tragic way, as well.

She was rescued from a very bad situation where she almost didn't make it to ME! The only thing that gets me through is knowing the love that we shared with one another each & every day that we had together. We were like adhesive, her & I. I cried so much I became ill.

I didn't know what to do with all of the love that I still had (and still HAVE) inside of me for her. I had my Puppy-Chow, Lola, Paris (next to me, her best Friend) & Tarot' to care for but every relationship is different. I love each & every one of them FOR SURE!

Losing her was so unexpected. She was young, she was my Baby. I took the love that I had/have & DAISY came into my life. Sugar shines through her, I see it. Our love goes on through her. Daisy is FOURTEEN years young & has her forever home w/us now. No more bouncing around. She, like Sugar, is in my heart where they BOTH will remain for all of time.

Take the time you need. Cry every day. Your life WON'T be the same but it is better for the experiences that you both shared. No one can take that from you.

Your Baby knows you loved him. THIS is the thing that I still struggle with, as well... the way my Baby left me. I question it constantly: did she KNOW how much I loved her? I feel like I FAILED Sugar & this is the hardest to get through. I know deep inside of my heart that I gave her the very best of me & my hope to you is that in time YOU will see this for yourself, as well. Love & prayers to you,
-Lisa
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starstarstarstarstar 		I'm So Sorry
by: Anonymous

Here's my story but the b*stards who found your precious one should have done something to give you the remains back. I can't even imagine, it's hard enough to lose them, let alone not say goodbye.. but be strong he is there with you feeling you.

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