Your Pet Loss Diaries'Jeri & Popi'
My Sweet Boy - Mommy Misses You So Much
Mar 14, 2013
Just relaxing beside Mommy on the Couch
It's been exactly seven days ago that you crossed the Rainbow Bridge and I miss you so much. I am still worried about how tragically you departed this life. I am worried about you being afraid at the end and how you suffered at the attack of the Pit Bulls. I just want you to know that I am so sorry that you're gone. I am sorry that you got away from the house. You never ran away like that before ... and I really expected you to come back.
Mommy did not sleep and walked the streets looking for you for two days before I found out what happened to you. I have not been the same - nor do I think I will ever be the same. I feel so bad because I could not even say goodbye to you properly - I was not able to give you a proper burial cause I don't have your remains ... I hate that you were just disposed of sweetie ... You deserve so much more than that.
You have been my joy, my happiness, my companion for 7 years and I just don't know how I am going to make it without you. Going home is so hard in the evenings since you're not there to scratch at the back door when my car pulls up. Waking up and not seeing those big beautiful eyes ... I miss my kissing and our cuddle time on the couch watching TV. I miss you throwing your head back singing when you heard high pitched music. I miss you I miss you I miss you ... and I love you....
I can't seem to get it together. I will write to you again soon.