I just want you to know I love you and miss you so so much my Rufy dufy. I still can't believe you're gone, every day I miss you and think of you. You will always be my big guy.
I'm so sorry you're not here with me, I just hope you are playing and not alone and scared. I wish I could be with you and I wish you would come visit me in my dreams. I hear everyone talking about how there babies come to them in their dreams and I wish you would me.