Sweet Rufus, in one hour you will be gone 11 months, and it seems like just yesterday. I can't believe it's been this long. The hole in my heart is still there and it will never be filled until I see you again. Please wait for me, please remember me. I miss you so much.
I keep wondering what if I don't see you again? I keep telling myself there has to be more to this then this I mean if there isn't an after life or heaven or rainbow bridge then what is all this for? I pray there is cuz that all I have to look forward to is seeing you again, this is just a really sad time for me.