Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Sheila & Norman'

So Lonely Today

Saturday May 23, 2009

by Sheila
(Davison, MI)

Today is Saturday. Everyone is up North for the holiday weekend. I can't bring myself to drive up there. Even with as much as I miss my husband, I feel like I need to stay home. I know Normie isn't here, but I guess I feel a bit of comfort here. Not real sure that makes a whole lot of sense.

I tried several times to make myself go up. I Miss Kirk too. He has made the transition without Normie much easier. I think I would surely go nuts without him here. Normie was a huge part of my life. People who are not close to their pets have no idea how hard it is. Right now I am so lonely. Missing Norman. Wishing he was here with me again.

I still sleep with his baby blanket. The other nite I didn't sleep with it because it was so hot and I was sweaty. I didn't want to get it on his blanket. Strange...I didn't sleep hardly at all that night. I sleep much better when I hold his blanket. How I miss my boo boo kitty.

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