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'Jodi & Lois Lane'

About Lois Lane

Lois Lane my 16 1/2 year old Female Pug. I raised her from a puppy.

When did you lose Lois Lane?

Yesterday, Dec 5 2011.

At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?
Or how are you feeling right now?

I feel such overwhelming pain because I know I will never see her in this lifetime again. I feel guilt for not making the decision to let her go a few weeks ago. I dreaded this day. And I used to pray that I would go first. So I never had to experience the pain I am right now.

Jodi and Lois Lane's Story so far

Lois was the most loving out of the litter I bought her from. She was my constant companion. I loved her more than anything or anybody. She brought my life incredible joy.

She lost her ability to walk a year ago. Due to a bad disc. She enjoyed life up until two days ago. When she refused food for the first time in her life. And wasn't comfortable no matter what I did to make her comfortable. I saw her go from bad to worse. And I secretly wished she would have passed at home. Because I hate having to put any pet down.

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