Your Pet Loss Stories

'Holly'

by Sarah
(Manchester UK)

It has been 2 months since I lost my beautiful little dog Holly and the pain seems to be getting worse. I miss her like I never imagined possible. I feel so empty and alone. She was everything to me, my companion, my soul mate, my best friend, my everything.

Everybody thinks I should be over this by now, I see it in their eyes and hear it in the tone of their voice but how can I be, I loved her more than anyone in the world. Am I supposed to just erase the wonderful 12 years we spent together!.

I adored her and the loss is unbearable. I walk into the house and it feels as though my heart has been ripped out as she is not there to greet me anymore. For me that is the hardest part, I just miss her company desperately. I don't know how I am going to get over this, I don't even know where to even start?

I know I am not handling it well but I don't know what to do, the tears just flow involuntary. I have never felt so lost!

I pray that wherever she is she is happy, safe, warm and loved until we are reunited.

If anyone deserves to be it's my little girl Holly. XXXXXX