Right now I'm taking Blue's death day by day. I still have a pretty hard time believing he is gone and I will never see him again. There isn't one day I don't think about him. The love I had for him and still do is tremendous. I have a lot of pangs and waves. Though I do find the less I write in my diary I must be getting a little better.
I still need the comfort of knowing I can write in here and releasing some discomfort about Blue being gone. I really hope whoever lost an animal will find this site. It took me a while to find it. And I'm thankful I did. Well I'll be talking at you later.