Home for a couple of days feels real good being with my children. I miss them very much. I am still a little shakey about Blue.
I try real hard not to think about it. When I do I go back in a little shock. Very Very hard thing to live with right now. I'm just dealing. But hard to believe I might live through this awful nightmare.
Had a beautiful time with my kids. They've been really great about Blue and they're very heart broken. Makes the world feel like there's a little sense.