Your Pet Loss Diaries

Tuesday Dec 30, 2008

by Dale Blake
(Oswego N.Y America)

Hello.

Me and Maxy had a wonderful week together. She is so funny, so cute. She's surprisingly doing very well in the housing area. Well of course I do spend all my time with her. She really loves the snow but she also likes to eat it. She likes to eat everything. Of course I don't let her. She's not picky at all. She is also so smart she's already learned how to sit and shake. She snores when she sleeps. I look forward to every day with her.

I also still think of Blue. But I'm ok. I am still having my pangs and waves but not as strong and less often. I am still trying to cope about what happened and I am still learning. Maxy makes the pain much less. Blue's death really has changed me. For some odd reason I don't feel like I am the same person. It is so weird how a death of a loved one can change so many things. It's really hard to explain.

I'm just taking it one day at a time and stop wondering WHY! And know that's what happens in life and know I am not alone.

Good night.