Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Dale & Blue'

My Baby, Blue

Tuesday Mar 10, 2009

by Dale Blake
(Oswego.N.Y U.S.A.)

I don't know what is going on with me but I'm hurting like hell. I can't shake this awful sick feeling. Some days I feel like I'm going to be o.k and other days I feel like I'm losing my mind. I almost want this life to hurry up and be done with and let me rest. I feel like I'm dying of a broken heart.

I'm feeling so much guilt it's overwelming. What do I do, what do I say, where do I go? I'm lost I'm broken and there is no fixing me. Life is so unfair. I love my beautiful Maxi she is such a good dog and she helps me so much. I don't know what I would do without her. I really am hoping to see better days cause right now they're all sucking.

Bye for now.