I said I would write back before I went to bed to tell you how my day went and I have to say it wasn't too bad. Although I did have a couple of breakdowns. Me and my Husband went to go out to eat and I think I tried picking an arguement with him. In the middle of eating I had to go to excuse myself to go to the bathroom and I just couldn't control myself. I dried my tears and went back to my seat.
I'm feeling angry right now like I have been robbed. Ripped off. I am not at all interested in Christmas. I only want one thing and I know that's not happening. Well I'll see how tomorrow goes for me so until then good night.