Your Pet Loss Diaries'Hilary & Suzy'
July 28, 2009
I feel like I just can't move forward.Click here to go straight to the next page of this diary
I sit here and think all day long, and there's no relief from my thoughts.
I've started using my diary, but it just seems like nothing is helping. I cannot believe how deep my grief goes..... It just feels like this sharp pain is going to be never ending.
I can't help myself but think that maybe, just maybe, if I had kept up with the vaccinations then Suzy would still be around. Or maybe she wouldn't... I don't know, and it kills me to even think that way because I know how unhealthy this is.....
I just don't know what to do anymore.... Small things seem to bring me comfort, and I know that only time if going to tell, but it's just KILLING me....