I sure do wish you were here, I could use one of your big ol licks right now.. Things are bad real bad, I think I might have to be moving back to California. I don't know I just wish you were here. I miss you Rufus so much. It's like I am just hanging on, like if I move anyway everything is going to come crashing down and that's not good.
I need to find a way to get out of this slump I'm in. Anyway I love you and miss you so much my heart still hurts, this Saturday you will be at the bridge 5 months, it feels like just yesterday, I still can't even talk about you without bursting into tears. Saturday is going to be hard like every 15th it's hard.