Since you have been gone dear Abby it seems like time is standing still. I can't seem to move on with things. I want things to be the way they were before you left me. I can't accept that you are gone. It doesn't seem real to me and I expect to see you any moment. It makes me so sad when I think about you being gone. I don't know if my heart will ever heal from this.
For 17 long years you were my soulmate and I took care of you; and when I couldn't anymore it left such an empty feeling in my heart. You were such a joy in my life so why did you have to leave. This is one of the cruel things in life that I have to accept and it is killing me to do so.