Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Susie & Mel'

Thursday April 7, 2011

by Mel's Mom

How are you today Sweetie?

The weirdest thing happened to Mommy at work today. I was sitting at my desk, looking at your pictures and tearing up thinking about you and I felt a gust of wind hit me with your scent. I know that scent from anywhere it's the scent of how your ears smells after I use the ear cleaner to clean them. I haven't smell that scent in over a month since you been gone honey. Did you come to visit Mom Mr. Mel?

Yesterday night and today at work Mommy had a little meltdown. I miss you so so much! I understand what other people mean when they say that they aren't scared of death now. I'm not scared of dying either honey because I know when my time comes you and your sisters and everyone else that has passed will be there and we will be together again.

You are the 1st son/pug that Mommy had from the very beginning of your life when you were only a few weeks old til when I lost you at nine years old. You are my baby boy. I don't have any human kids and I think that's why God has let you and your sisters and your brother fill that void for me. I couldn't of asked for more perfect children. I only wished that you have as much time here as me and I'm so devastated that you have left me.

I just want you to know that I will love you forever and you will always be in my heart. Don't worry too much about Mommy honey. I want you to be happy and run free with your sisters and everyone else up in heaven.

I Love You Mel,

Your Mom

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