I'm so sorry for your loss.... I know how hard it is, my little guy was only 1 and a half and my dog bit him and he fell off the stairs and couldn't breath right, he laid in my husband's arms gasping with these awful raspy noises and his eyes were locked on mine while I screamed and cried and tried to call a vet, blood started coming out his nose and mouth and he passed, I will never get the look out of my head when he was staring at me with so much love and hurt in his eyes and I couldn't help him, I pet him on the head and kept trying to call an after hours vet, I should have had him in my arms.... I think he was wondering why I was not kissing him and loving him at that moment but I was there, I was trying to get help, I love him more then anything in this world! I hope he knew that expecially in his last moments I loved him so much.
I don't think those screams you heard will ever get out of your head, but you were doing what you could, taking your fuzzy to the vet for help, just like me trying to get help. Your fuzzy knows how much you loved and tried to help... It's so sad. I'm so sorry for your loss.
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