Your Pet Loss Stories

'Cocoa My Loving and Steadfast Companion'

by Jan Templeton
(Jeffersonville IN)

We lost our boy Cocoa last month, soon to be 13 he had been declining for months. He had been diagnosed with cancer almost 1 year prior to his passing. However, the tumour was removed from his left leg and all margins were 'clean'.

I suppose we knew our time was limited due to his age and breed. Cocoa was a beautiful and loving chocolate labrador. We are so fortunate to have had our boy for nearly 13 years.

He was there for us during the best of times and the worst of times. He got us through the death of our parents, best friend and life's usual untimely miseries.

I have finally stopped sobbing however my heart continues to feel so empty and I miss him terribly.

My husband, an M.D. keeps busy, however I can see the emptiness in his eyes. This dear boy who brought us so much joy and love will remain within our hearts forever.

We are discussing another dog although I feel a sense of being unfaithful to the memory of Mr Boy, his nickname. I have been advised by well meaning friends to add another lab to our family, my husband is concerned and thinks we should consider another breed. I do not want any other breed. I am uncertain but I know Cocoa was my kindred spirit. I do have the love, time and energy to give another beloved dog.

Mr Boy was cremated and some of his cremains were added to my Father's urn. He is with his pa-pa now. I want to move forward. I would appreciate any advice other pet lovers may have for us and will continue to search the net for same.

Thanks for "listening".

Jan T