I get the impression you were a loving, and caring person that did absolutely everything you could for your little ones in life.
They are with God now - They are whole again, and healed.
You will see them again but until then, you need to take good care of yourself - Your little ones would not want to see you suffer.
Sorry for your loss by: joanne
Don't feel guilty, you simply miss your baby, and that means you loved her very much, so feel good you gave her a great life. Nothing and no one lives forever, sad to say. Being a cat lover, I feel your pain, and there's nothing worse than having to euthanize your pet. It's not pretty, I've been there. I just lost my 2 Labrador Retrievers in a house fire. I'd give anything to have them back, I don't care about the house, it can be rebuilt, but my girls can't come back to me. I understand your pain totally.:(((((
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