Your Pet Loss Diaries

Nov 8, 2012

This song I sang to you, used to make me smile ~ now it only makes me cry:

'You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You'll never know, girl
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine away . . .

The other night, girl
When we went walking
And I held you oh so tight,
You'll never know, girl
How much I miss you
Why'd you take
My sunshine away?'


My sweet Samantha ~ without you nothing matters anymore. I no longer feel happy. I no longer care about things I used to. I feel I no longer have a purpose, no reason to go on. I am just going through the motions and I am left with this unbearable sadness. This totally sense of incredible loss. Just sitting and staring into space and endless crying and sorrow. A broken heart that can never mend. You left a hole in my heart and a hole in my life that will never be filled.

'No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye.
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness,
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you.
No one will ever know'

I love you my angel.