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'Dea & Samantha'

About Samantha

Samantha ~ the sweetest, most loving, coolest cat ever!!!!

When did you lose Samantha?

Between late night September 28, 2012 and early morning September 29, 2012.

At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?

Or how are you feeling right now?

I am in all of them, in various combinations, sometimes all five at once. basically, Ihave accepted it ~ only because nothing I do will bring her back & I still have 2 others (1 being her sister) that still need me. I have both of them feel her loss with my own eyes but not the acceptance I read here on your site ~ nothing will ever be same, maybe even a little because I know I will have to go through this 2 more times...

Dea & Samantha's Story so far

My Sammy & her sister Pooh Butt, were born in September 2010. I actually saw my Pooh Butt being born. My ex & myself lived with the owner of their mom. My ex & I had been arguing over me getting another cat for years ~ I lost my Guido in 2008 due to cancer in his lower jaw & had sworn I would never love anything that much again because of the pain when losing them. He said I needed another cat to help me get over Guido.

We were there while their mom was pregnant, when they were born & we were there in the living room when they just started appearing one by one. Last but not least, 2 of the 6 she had "chose' us. The day my baby 'chose' me. I was sitting on the couch watching tv & heard this strange noise. As I was looking down to stand up & investigate, I see this tiny little face climbing up the front of the couch. I sat back down & she laid down next to me with her little head in my hand. that was it, I melted.

Since she was too young to tell if she was male or female, I named her Sammy ~ thinking that if she was female, I could name her Samantha & if she was male I could name him Samuel. Well, Samantha she became.

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July 08, 2013

 
Hi my angel Day 283 : Damn Each day is worse than the day before. “Time does not heal anything, it just teaches us how to deal with the pain . …

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Mar 16, 2013

 
Hey sweet pea ~ Day --- ~ I really don't understand how I am supposed to do this. I thought I hated everything and everyone in my life before but without …

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Feb. 21, 2013

 
Hi Girlie Girl, It's day 146, my love. This pain I feel has settled down deep in my soul and will always be a part of me. I am just going through the …

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Jan 13, 2013

 
Hey honey bear ~ Well my love ~ today is day 107. I miss you more and more with each passing second. I can’t handle this. The more I think about you, …

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Nov 21, 2012

 
Dear Sammy ~ I thought I would write you a letter to let you know how much you mean to me . . . I've always heard, there's someone for everyone …

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Nov 14, 2012

 
'I thought of you today, but that is nothing new, I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often think …

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Nov 3, 2012

 
I know everything happens for a reason ~ why Sammy came into my life, why she had to go so soon & so young ~ even though we may not know the reason why. …

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Oct 28, 2012

 
My Sammy~Wammy is my whole world, my heart & soul. She chose me from the moment she and Her brothers & sisters first struck out on their own. She is strange …

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April 23, 2013

 
Hi my angel, Day 207 ~ I just need my kitten back! I just need my kitten back! I just need my Sammy back! I know I don’t need to write things …

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April 5, 2013

 
Miss Samantha ~ Day 189 . . . How on earth am I ever going to be able to live without you? Better question: what if I can't or don't want to …

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April 1, 2013

 
To my sweet Samantha ~ Day 185... I just want my kitten back! I just want my kitten back! I just want my Sammy back! Here are a couple of pictures …

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Mar 21, 2013

 
Hi Tammy Wammy ~ Day 174 . . . I wouldn’t wish this pain on my worst enemy ~ and I have a couple of worst enemies!! But I still wouldn’t wish this on …

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Mar 12, 2013

 
Hi My Angel ~ Day 165 ~ this is a living hell. This is worse than death itself. Life is nothing without you. I just can’t think of every second, every …

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Mar 3, 2013

 
Day 156, my love ~ I just want my kitten back! I just want my kitten back! I just want my Sammy back! Please . . . Click here to go straight …

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Feb 18, 2013

 
To my sweet Sammy Wammy, Well my love, it has been 143 days that you have been gone. It totally sucks being without you. I hate the new me: the me without …

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Feb 11, 2013

 
Hi my Girlie Girl. I miss you, my baby and love you so much it physically hurts. so, on day 136, my love, all I can say is: I just want my cat …

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Jan 5, 2013

 
Hi my sweet pea ~ Finally, the year that took you from me, the worst year of my life ~ 2012 ~ is over. Although, I don’t see any year from now on, being …

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Dec 24, 2012

 
Hi my sweet pea ~ I can't believe you've been gone for 86 days. Wow 86 days and yet it still feels like day 1. Everyone keeps saying "It will get …

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Nov 27, 2012

 
Hey my love ~ I am still not able to accept losing you and I'm still trying to make sense of it. Someone posted a little saying on Facebook the other …

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Nov 13, 2012

 
My sweet Samantha ~ My life before you was filled with disappointment & loneliness. I was convinced I had done something to God to make him hate me …

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Nov 10, 2012

 
Samantha ~ hi my love I miss you so bad it hurts I love you more than anyone will ever know... In August 2011, my unemployment ran out & my ex boyfriend …

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Nov 8, 2012

 
This song I sang to you, used to make me smile ~ now it only makes me cry: 'You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy When skies are …

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Nov 6, 2012

 
Good morning my sweet pea ~ How was your night? I love you Sammy... You are the last thought in my head before I fall asleep, You are the first thought …

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Nov 5, 2012

 
Just when I think I know someone, it never fails they do something totally unexpected ~ case in point: my brother, Bill. My brother, for as long as I can …

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Nov 5, 2012

 
Hi sweat pea! I'm not sure why I set up this pet loss diary or why I keep sending in entries. I guess I thought it would help in some way but it hasn't. …

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Nov 2, 2012

 
Everyone says God took my Sammy from me? Is this true? If He is a loving & caring God how could he hurt me this bad? How could he send me Sammy, allow …

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Nov 1, 2012

 
It's amazing how loving someone & letting them so deep in your heart can make one forget that one day you will have to lose them. After losing Guido …

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Oct 30, 2012

 
We had moved in our own apartment in November 2010 & I didn't want to take them (Sammy & Pooh Butt) because of how fast & how much I fell in love with …

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