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'Barbara & Pebbles'

About Pebbles

Pebbles was a 12 yr old pitt bull who was handicapped after being hit by a motorcycle 3 yrs ago.. she lived a great life even with her disability she was very protective over me, she loved me unconditionally.

When did you lose Pebbles?

I lost my Pebbless 12/11/2010 at 10:30pm she was sick for about a week I thought she was getting better the day she passed away. I layed by her most of the day, later that night she started to breathe heavily.. I was going to walk to get a soda, she seen me and gave me this look like please don't leave me so I didn't leave I layed beside her, held her then she took her last breathe in my arms, God I miss her so much.

At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?

I'm at the stage of missing her horrifically, I feel like if only I would of did this different or did I do anything wrong, I feel I can't live without her my heart aches so bad I am so lost without her. I keep waiting for my dog to be on her bed, I can't stand the thought of her being buried in the ground.

I just wish I knew if I could of saved her what did I do wrong I want my dog back so bad, knowing I'll never see her again is so heart breaking I wake up hoping it's a dream. I dont know what stage of grief I'm in.. I'm lost without my baby girl.

Barbara and Pebbles' Story so far

I got Pebbles when she was 6 weeks old. She was a frisbie freak she loved chasing the frisbie. I could spell the words play and toy and she knew what I was spelling.. She guarded me she wanted noone near me.. before her injury if someone would sit on the sofa near me she would get on the sofa, crawl over my shoulders and block my face so whoever was next to me wasn't next to me anymore, she was a very playful dog I can't explain the bond we had but it was wonderful..

When I would be gone for 4 hours or more when I came home she would get so excited she would bark and bark for 15 minutes when I would take a shower she would be by the door when I came out.. How do I live without her?? I just don't know. Because of my dog I got kicked out where I lived so I lived in my car for months cos I would not get rid of my dog we were a team.. I know she loved me unconditionally, I believe she hung as long as she could for me. I told her to go to heaven if she needed to. And she did.. So how do I go on without her?? She was my everything Thank you for listening.

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Miss U So Much

Aug 20, 2011

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July 1, 2011

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Miss u Everyday Pebbs

April 26, 2011

Hi Baby Girl, Just sitting here thinking about you, missing you, of course the tears are flowing. I never thought I could miss you so much. I guess …

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Wish U Were Here

April 9, 2011

Hi Pebbs, I'm really missing you today. I miss you everyday but today seems like the worst since you left me. I wish I could lay beside you right …

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I Love U Pebbs

Mar 20, 2011

Hi baby girl, I miss you terribly, I went to Texas for 8 days and I thought of you everyday, If you were still living I don't think I could of went …

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Loving U Pebbles

Feb 28, 2011

To my dearest Pebbles, Hi baby girl.. I still miss you soooo much.. I'm flying to Texas March 3rd to visit Huey.. I will be back home to you on the …

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I Love U Pebbles

Feb 2, 2011

Hi Baby girl. My internet was off for a while and I missed writing to you, I felt I was neglecting you.. I miss you SO MUCH Pebbs, My heart aches so …

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Missing You Baby Girl

Jan 16, 2011

Dear Pebbles, It's been 5 weeks without you now and I miss you so much, everyone misses you. Even those who you bullied! I still can't get over you …

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Dec 21, 2010

Hi Pebbs Mommy misses you terribly. It's been 1 1/2 weeks without you now, your pics are all over the xmas tree. I'm lost without you sweetheart.. …

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